Sunday, December 30, 2007

HAPPY NEW YEAR EARTHLINGS!!!

Let's welcome 2008 with a big hug and a big smile on our face! It's a new beginning for many of us so wohooooo!!!!

K lah, I'm trying to act high but I dun feel very high now. I've chosen to give the countdown party a miss and just take a good rest and nua at home. Spent my long hols watching this korean drama with my parents and do my work. Abit no life lah, I know.

12am and I turned to my parents sitting beside me, ' eh papa mummuy, I think new year liao lei' Then we ran to our windows to see those red flares from the ships. 2 secs later, we went back to the tv. hiak!

Now I'm watching the replay of taipei's countdown on cable. Their countdown prog is 6 hours long! Gosh, Mayday appears ard the 4th hour so I have to stay up till 5am to catch their performance. ('_')''

I think the speed of time is faster than the speed of light.
I've got a very bad habit and that's looking backward. We were told to be forward looking and not to dwell on the past but it's very difficult for me lah.

I like to say things like ' Last week at this time we were doing so and so' or ' OMG, I can't believe it, last month at this time I was in zuzuland!' Boo.

Now I'm gonna say the same thing. ' Last year at this time I was still an undergrad in SIM and I was selling my non-precious public holidays ( Christmas and New Year) away to SONY. Refer to my Jan 2007 archive to see how nonchalent I was to holidays. Last year we still could choose to wake up late in the mornings or choose to pon lesson to go ktv. Last year my only worries was piaing last min for our exams.

But it's different when you start working, public holidays are like heaven sent!! Back then in SIM, I have 4 days of holidays per week and sometimes more due to self-declared holidays.

For the past 22 years, I dun have a habit of listing down my achievements for I kept telling myself that I've got none. I led a life without goals and was carefree like the dust you see in your house. I've got no new year resolutions before becoz I thought it was pointless since I can't be bothered to stick to it.

Looking back, how happy-go-lucky I was, in fact too much for that matter.

However I'm glad to say that my largest achievement for 2007 is that I've started working and my mindset has changed as I move on to another chapter of my life. I've given myself goals to achieve in 2008. Financial goals, family goals and career goals and looking at these goals make my heartbeat rise faster. I can't wait for 2008 to start and I can't wait to run at gear 5 towards my goals. I can't wait to meet the challenges ahead so that I can overcome it and run even faster.

But I still enjoy looking back in my life and I don't think that looking backwards is a hindrance to my future. I'd like to look backwards to see how much I have grown and how much more I can grow.

I can already forsee that 2008 is going to be a very eventful and exciting year for me.
HERE I COME, 2008!!

csy♥
12:19 PM

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Ho Ho HO!!!

It's very late but still MERRY MERRY BELATED XMAS!!

I've got a wonderful xmas with my A10 butts and I still can hear their voices and laughters in my house. As usual my humble abode got volunteered again but I'm not complaining abt it. At least I dun have to cook for them coz we went to hawker to DABAO ZI CHA! Funky us.
Shan't mention the details here coz a Xmas post deserve one whole entry by itself.

I know my A10 friends are complaining already coz I havent uploaded my photos!! but I was really busy since 26th Dec and didnt have the time to even switch on my desktop! No worries lah, it will reach you guys soon ok. There's another public holiday next week mah, I can do it then. =D

Went to xqg's house with Tan Didi yesterday to watch Transformers and we gave xqg a chance to show off his 5 surround sound system and hearing it makes me feel like throwing my speaker and woofer away. Tan Didi gave me my very belated bdae present and I loveee it. Gam Sia you!
Of coz the main lead for the night is Deng PanPan. She is sooooooo blardeee kawaii, makes me feel like eating her up alive. Can't wait for Feb to come lahhh. =D

I've ended the day with a terrible terrible sore throat. The pain goes all the way up to my ear and I can hardly talk. I hope it doesnt go any further than a sore throat coz I can't afford to fall sick now!! Too many things to dooo, so litttle timmeee.... Please sunday, run slower abit can?

Btw, hear my complain.
Bedok to Serangoon very far meh? HOW COME the CAB FARE so EXPENSIVE?!?! $17.50 man!! $4.50 for PEAK HOUR CHARGE? IT's a Saturday evening!! WHY GOT PEAK HOUR CHARGE mAN!! Then 11pm PEAK HOUR AGAIN, MIDNIGHT SUPER PEAK AGAIN, CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHEN IS THE OFF PEAK??

BOYCOTT CAB!!! PUIIIII

csy♥
4:38 PM

Monday, December 24, 2007

Watched National Treasure with the same bunch of people again. But we pangseh-ed Lim KS becoz his secret training ended so late and becoz stupid cab fare increase so much, we had to catch the earlier show so we can catch the last train back!

I think the increase in cab fare is intruding into my life! Everything we do now, we have to plan ahead to make sure we have cheap public tpt home. CONDEMN cabs lahhh. Wanna sing ktv also can't, wanna watch midnight movie also can't, wanna eat supper also harddd ....

Went to ken's place for steamboat yest at bukit panjang, can you imagine taking cab back home after midnight? I've calculated, approx $27!! WTH ok, 27 freaking bucks. It's way too high lah. so twin and I decided to leave early to catch the last bus back from woodlands. Damn pathetic to keep looking at our watch while opening our prezzies.

Not that we can't afford the cab fare you know, but i'm not happy paying for that increase ok. So I have decided that no reasons can get me out of my house after 1130 unless i've got free rides lah. hiakhiak. =p

Oh, digressed too much.

National Treasure is nice. Got quite exciting in the middle and I couldnt help nudging and poking zl during parts of the movie.
Recommended!

Next up is I am legend! CAn't wait for Aliens vs predators too

csy♥
1:49 AM

Sunday, December 23, 2007

My heart feels a little heavy now.

It seems like a few of my friends are facing quite a hard time now.

One just lost her loved one and I can really feel for her because I've felt it before.
The heart tugging pain is a feeling that is too cruel for anyone to bear.
No words can suffice at times like this but this is really the time when this phrase comes into place.

Cliche as it sounds..
Time will heal your pain.
We lose our dear ones to him but we keep the memories deep down our heart.

I really hope and pray that that friend of mine remains strong and face whatever has to come with a mind of a steel.

________________________________________________

Also, stupid cupid has been on strike recently.
I hope everything goes well for the 2 of my friends.

It's a season of sharing and yet I can't think of ways to share my happiness with them.
Never mind, Let's all start a new year with a new beginning shall we?

GAMBATTE!!
=)

csy♥
1:01 AM

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Tell me, do you feel the holidays are here already!

I do! I was in a holiday mood since Wed already.
Everybody in office was in a good mood and it smells of Christmas everywhere.

Wheee.....I'm so happy

Caught 2 movies last week.

Warlords with my some of my usual 02a10 friends.

Fish swam back to spore and these few good butts of mine are all back together again.
Even squeezing into a small car can make us laugh so much. Eating roadside tao huey @ geylang very enjoyable also.

Warlords isn't as bad as what some have commented.
The 3 male leads alone is already worth the price lah. and I think the storyline and fighting scenes are good.
But But But, WHY IS JET LI SO ROUND???? where is my charming Zhang San Feng?!?!
=(

Another movie I highly recommend is ALVIN and the CHIPMUNKS!
It's damn damn nice! Must watch lah. Oh Theodore is sooo cute!!
And Lim KS and KZW said I look like a chipmunk. Damn them.
Big guys shouldnt just roll their eyes at this movie, stop acting cool and go watch it!
I think I'm gonna catch it again lah. Those 3 Make me happy only.

If you can't feel the Chrismas festive yet, why dun you listen to this song and let the Chipmunks bring it up for you! wohooo!!

'Alright Simon? Alright! '
' Alright Theodore? Alright!'
' Alright Alvin? alvin? ALVIN!!! '

Christmas, Christmas time is near
Time for toys and time for cheer
We've been good, but we can't last
Hurry Christmas, hurry fast
Want a plane that loops the loop
Me, I want a hula hoop
We can hardly stand the wait
Please Christmas, don't be late

csy♥
2:01 PM

Sunday, December 16, 2007

There is one thing that never fails to piss me off.

Call me a feminist or FCP if you want but I need to COMPLAIN!!

I think guys who keep attributing a girl's success to the girl's looks are very loserish.

Ok,I'll just face the fact that looks and first impression does play a part ok.
But that's not all to it, man. *slaps*

And I see lots of it when I was a promoter during uni days and I really really cannot take it lying down lei.
When pretty girls do well, pple say they are selling things with their smile and face.

When their sales figure drop, they won't say you look ugly today. ( I'm not talking abt myself k, just some pretty colleagues of mine =p)

Let's just assume those guys are right, girls do well and cheeko uncles like to buy from them. If we follow their theory, vice versa, good looking guys should do well too coz cheeko auntie will buy from them!

So guys with poor sales figure, who can we blame but yourself for not looking good?

Sounds horrible isn't it!

And I hate it especially most when loserish guys say Girls pass their driving test on their first time becoz we wear short skirts and flicker our eyelashes at the testers! Ok, I'm exaggerating but their comments are along that line.

It pisses me off so much that I wish I could say ' CRUCIO, loser' at them and watch them squirm and cry out in pain. *kick*

I was so angry and determine to prove them wrong so I wore a ugly khaki long pants and a market-bought black shirt with my auntie brown rimmed plastic spectacles to my driving test and I passed it.

So what did they say to that ' oh you're just lucky' .....Those Jackasses!

So what if I can't pArk and I hardly drive now, the result is the same isn't it? Besides, Chua Jiejie passed on her first time and she has no looks to speak of anyway. So she's lucky too, huh?

Alright, enough of ranting. I was on the train yest and I heard one couple talking about this and it made my blood boil thus this entry.

Boo.

csy♥
3:08 PM

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Cmon slap me Ms piggy mak.

I'm such a loser. Just pretend I was never once a Chinese rep and pretend MOE marked my Chinese paper wrongly. Pretend I've got a F9 instead of A1 for my Chinese

I wonder how many of you realised that I made a very ridiculous mistake on my previous entry.

If KKK friend didnt point out the mistake, I would probably carry on living my pathetic life thinking that 狗急跳墙 is written as 狗鸡跳墙.

If you dunno what's the meaning of that idiom then you're probably worse off than me. KOR LIAN .

But I can explain why I make a mistake like this without any doubts lor.

I interpret this idiom in this way :

The dog chase after the chicken and the chicken has nowhere else to run so bobian ,it hasnt got other choice but to fly and jump over the wall.

Well, it explains perfectly the exact meaning of 狗急跳墙 right? So I'm technically wrong but my analogy is perfect.

One blog entry just to explain my mistake so you can really see how proud I am of my mistake.Muahaha.

csy♥
1:31 AM

Sunday, December 09, 2007

I've just added 2 new songs on my playlist.

I heard this song 沉默的羔羊 on yes 933 a few days ago and I rmb loving this song when I was in sec sch. It's the theme song for a mediacorp production 双天之尊 casting zoe tay and li nan xing. That's a classic show oK! I rmb watching this show everyday @ 9pm. Oh oh oh! I even told my friends I wanna marry a gambler becoz li nan xing looked damn cool throwing the cards in the air and flying up to catch the ace spade. Muahaha. I hope that wish will not come true.

This song sounds even better with the vol and bass blasted all the up.

The other song is jay chou's new song 蒲公英的约定.

Woot! 4am liao!

Goodnight, Wan an, oyasumi, gute natch. =D

csy♥
4:02 AM

Just came back from the airport and I knew I shouldnt have gone to pick Chua TianTian up.

I know I've said this many times but it's never too much.
Now the urge of flying away from Sin is back again. I closed my eyes and started imagining myself pushing the trolley, checking in and then waving goodbye to everyone outside the glass door @ the departure hall.

Then I walk around the hall, looking @ expensive counter brands of cosmetics and perfume, play Xbox while waiting to board the plane to a place called Neverland.

I've never told anyone my ideal form of travelling did I?

I'm a very spontaneous person when it comes to travelling and not many people can stand travelling with people like me. I never liked planning the itinery and accomodation etc when going overseas, can you take it? I have no idea where to sleep tonight lei, let's just walk around and look for hotels, can you take it? 'Shall we fly to taiwan tml? Shall we visit bkk tml?'- Are you able to catch up with me?

Have been very accomodating for my past vacations for I followed the planned itinery like a typical tourist. But that was becoz travelling with family members can only be planned like this. It's a holiday and holidays are supposed to be perfect.

My idea of travelling doesnt need to be perfect, I want obstacles and challenges during travelling. (note: obstacles does not equate to problems ok, who wants problems in anytime of their life!) It's really one of the fastest way to grow coz you are all alone in a foreign country and you can't rely on anyone else but your brain. 狗鸡跳墙 mah.

What I really wish to try is to grab a backpack, buy a air ticket to this place. Without any plans in mind on where to stay, what to do, who to meet, where to go... and I'll do all these alone. Then only start to worry when the obstacles start to come and thinking on my feet hoping to come out with solutions at that very moment. Maybe you think I'm not streetwise enough, maybe I'm a girl so it's gonna be dangerous travelling alone to some parts of planet earth but that's something I really wish to try before the end of time.

就靠最不熟悉的朋友陪我走偏天涯。。。

要做什么就做什么

要睡就睡　

睡到超没仪态也ok

要放屁就放屁

要多丑就有多丑

自自　

在在

的去享受人生.

And hopefully meet up with some like-minded people over there and start the journey together, again with no plans on anything. It would be perfect if I could I meet up with a guy in the foreign country who can sweep me off my feet then we can be the 受得起苦受得起难 couple and start venturing around the developing coutries such as Vietnam, Cambodia etc. How romantic horrr.... Sad to say lah, I'm not daring enough to go these countries alone coz I zabor mah and I kia si.

不用很帅，这样我就很满意了 =D

Haiz, I wanna travel again lahhhhh but it seems quite impossible in the near future. Gotta work hard first becoz my ideal travelling is gonna cost a bomb. Last min air ticket, accomodation and everything will all cost much more compared to a planned swee swee holiday.

I shall just stay away from the airport for now otherwise I will start daydreaming again and it's not easy to get rid of the urge for travelling you know. Monday Monday quick quick come. Working is a good way to pull me back to reality.

csy♥
2:10 AM

Thursday, December 06, 2007

Jialat lah, I think I'm suffering from rheumatism man.

My toes, ankle and back are aching whenever it rains.
I've just turned 22 and my body is already getting old!

Serves me right for not listening to my mum when I was younger.
Well done to showering late at night, well done to sleeping in air con room for my whole life, well done to sleeping on cold marble floor.

All the 3 'do nots' of rheumatism, I've done it all. No wonder I grow old so fast.

And becoz my ankles are aching from heels, I bought some sea salt to self spa at home.
But when I soak my feet for a few mins, the bones start aching again.

Haizya, stop raining lah....lao niang body aching lah. *groans*

Dun pardon me for my random blabbering lah, I very long nv blog properly have already forgotten what I'm supposed to say on my blog.

Goodnight, Wan An, Oyasumi, Gute Natch! =D

csy♥
12:38 AM

Sunday, December 02, 2007

I'm exactly 22 + 1 week old.

Happy belated birthday to me!!

This year's bdae celebration is very different.
Of coz the main difference is, I'm working on my bdae instead of attending lectures. =D

I've always thought birthday celebrations are just an excuse to have a gathering with that particular grp of friends. So I've always liked attending birthday parties but I never liked attending my own birthday celebration. ' keep it simple and quiet' is the theme of all my birthday. ( other than my 21st which I really need to thank my good old buddy charles tan for organising a big bang party for me. )

I wonder if you feel this way too.

I dunno why but I always feel very stress when I attend my own birthday party. I dun like to be under the spotlight and I dun like the feeling of ' People are coming just becoz it's your birthday' It makes me feel very big outside but small inside.

I find it very weird when I have many pairs of eyes looking at me while I make my wish. So over the years, I've never made any birthday wish in front of my birthday cake. HA!

I wonder if you that's what you do too.

I'm not complaining abt anything and I really enjoy the feeling of my mobile beeping non-stop on the day of my birthday. All the best wishes and the time taken off from their busy schedule to celebrate my birthday for me, I really appreciate.

I think many of you have realised this as you grow older, just like me. I'm getting numb to my own birthday. Why ah?

and your friends' birthday seem to be more impt than your own birthday. Or rather when it comes to your own birthday, you feel like nudging it away and tell yourself 'it's just another day' and then tell your friends to not trouble themselves and let's have a simple dinner @ the food court instead. HA!

Although I had the usual 大鱼大肉 meal with my family the day before my bdae, I was quite disappointed coz my dad left Singapore on my bdae, Chua Jiejie and bro tan was away as usual, Chua Tian Tian went patoring with Dessy, I didn't get to have a decent meal with my 02a10 classmates which is very unusual becoz for the past 5 years, they were always by my side on my birthday but I only have myself to blame lah, coz I worked till late on my birthday and NUS people are having their exams. =p

Then a few of my good buddies couldn't make it for the dinner with me, some left early, was waiting for a few sms to come but it never came ( for e.g CHUA JIEJIE)

BUT! I still had a wonderful birthday thanks to the super nice people who tooK time off to have a beautiful dinner with me.

I feel quite alot for this year's bdae. I feel something has changed inside me and around me.

My MU frens gave me a white dress and I feel they are trying to drop some hints or something lo. Twin ah, I really tried to wear it on my bdae butttt, I CAN"T BRING myself to do it!!
Let me try again next time k. =p